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ToDay...

I shouldn't have to ask....

Why i am here...

Why it always happen to me...

Why i'm the one among these people

Why I can't be like them...

Feel the air

Sleep tight with the mist of night...

I don't wanna be alone...

Like a hell surrounded by roses

When all the whisper sound like thunder to me

When all the silk like torn at my skin

When... until when...

Till I have nothing to say

Till I have no words to order

Till I see all the wealth as dust

Till I found that in this world nothing was worth...

When the time is coming...

I know that

Only one thing that can make my life perfect....

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M I 2 Old 4 my Age??? Or.. 2 FAT????

What did u felt when u go to a butique to find a nice dress for HARI RAYA, then the sales 'man' said like this. PLEASE DO PAY ATTAINTION FOR THIS BELOW SITUATION!

Sales'man": yes? what dress that u looking 4?

D 'unlucky' gul: Hmmm... I'm looking for a modern 'baju kurung' one. Have u?

Sales'man': yea... at this area.

The sales 'man' take me to an area that full and have variety colourfull choises of baju kurung..

Sales 'man': The size?

D 'unlucky' gul: 42 pleaze... (With brighter smile)

After the gul found the 'menarik one, she hang and try that dress at her body.

Sales 'man': (With his poker face) U wanna buy for ur DAUGHTER?

D 'unlucky' gul: No! of course it's for me. ( WTH???)

Then with 'Hati yang bengkak n bengang', the gul said,

"It's ok la. I've change my mind. I don wanna buy this dress. That not suitable for me at all"

Then she step away, and never look back to that butique. That the horror night for that gul.

Pity her....

Just FoR U...

As my appreciation to you guyz, for being my fwenz...
Whenever I need someone, You guyz here for me..
When i need someone to listen my cit cat, u guyz prepare your ears for me...
So fellas, I'm happy and gratefull to have all of u in my life...
If one day, I have to leave the world, I'm leaving with the smile.... big smile because I'm the richest person in the world....
I'm rich the memories all of you...
Thank you soo much!

Public Speaking...

We were assigned to doing some public speaking...

Oh no! What I'm gonna say? Then Mr Zainal came out with some topics to be chosen by us. And for your information, all the topics are not interested me at all until for the 10th topic from the list. That topic make my eyes stick on the screen not for a blink.. So, I think, with all my guts, from the bottom of my heart, I choose that topic of....

'Environmental Concern in Educational Industry'.

Interesting right?

So, after this, I'm kindly busy with searching some information about that topic. Owh! I'm keenly to have any help of you fella. If u have some information about that, please... Do inform me... U can drop here or through my email...

I'm so glad to have such wonderful fella likes you guyz...
Then, So long...

I'Ve Got It!

Yuhuuu....

Me Amigos.... fella... I just got these couple of the two last Twilight SAGA that I'm looking for before this...
Eclipse and Breaking Down..

Nobody gave to me but I bought them at BP Mall with RM69.80 by my self. Wow! Cheap right!
YeahYeah....

My Twilight SAGA collection was completed by my own money. Now! I'm getting busier with my Bella and Edward. Almost every night I'm dated with them.

These books are such a wonderful, romantic, and it can make my adrenaline chaotic at the same time... I don't know how to express my emotion, feeling toward that story...

Some people said that I'm too show of that I'm reading English novel with 5 inches thickness.. But you know what people...

I DON'T CARE!

You can say what ever you want to say... I'm not paying you to do so...
Since I'm happy with my life and what I'm taking, and as long you're not ruin my life..
It's OK.

Just SMILE Always. (*_*) v

An AppLe A day kEEps ThE DocTor Away????

Taken from a traditional nursery rhyme from the sixteenth century, this good advice on eating healthily would have been even more valuable in an age where the doctor looked like this!!!

"An apple a day keeps the doctor away
Apple in the morning - Doctor's warning
Roast apple at night - starves the doctor outright
Eat an apple going to bed - knock the doctor on the head

Three each day, seven days a week - ruddy apple, ruddy cheek!"

I just remembered when i was a kid, I always asked my Mom to changed my breakfast routine from sandwich to an apple. Then my Mom said " Are you insane or what? Where should I gonna find an apple when you are surrounded by the oil palm tree? So, kakak please finish up your meal or you gonna late to school". As a stubborn and of course...cute daughter, I replied to her back, " mom... But Cikgu Peah said that an apple a day keeps the doctor away...'. Then I got 'survenier' from my mom before I started my journey to my lovely premier school.

That proverb quotes keep playing in my mind, until now... Why an apple? Why not strawberry? or maybe the durian for malaysian? Isn't it?

Then I came out with the theory that apple come with the symbolic of healty. The red colour of apple makes me feel of sexy, healty, and confident with my self... There was no wonder that more withches used apple to attracted the attantion of their target such as Snow White and Sleeping Beuty.... What I'm trying to said is apple gave me a positive perspective of my life.

Otherwise, I've had read one article about Muslimah... I can't remember the exactly whole the story but the point of view here is a good Muslimah should acted like an apple..if you're in fruits categories lah...

A man have to climb up the tree to reach of the apple just to get the better, good quality and full-blown one at the top of the tree. They are dying to get them...

Not like Durian, they have to fell down itself to make people come and ate them... people easily can get them to eat.. even they have sort of thorny skin, but why should they need to low standard of itself just only to make people touch, feel, and eat them. What a pathetic attics hah...

And also I don't want you girls at out there to be likes cucumber... What a 'lembek' person you are if u choose to be that way...

So Girls, please wake up! we are no longer a weak person. So prove it your self that you are strong enough the shake the world with a pair of your hand that normally used to 'swaying' the future generation...

As the reminder for my self and also for others women... of cource Muslimah.
If you are fruits, be an apple..
If you are sands, be a Diamond...
If you are in the sea, be a pearl...
No metter how and no metter what you are, they can't take away my dignity...

Stephenie Meyer...

Stephenie Meyer...

I love her writing.. her books, I mean SAGA make me like hell... My first English's book was of course not her writing... It's Enid Blyton.. then Denielle Steel and now Stephenie Meyer... Right now, i had read the Twilight and New Moon... I'm waiting for someome give me the other Saga... huhu... who's the unlucky person... i have found the Breaking Down at the book store but not for the Eclipce. So Sad! I keep searching for that book at everywhere... actually at the bookstore arounf JB and batu pahat only...

I have send my 'soldier' to find that book at KL.. Hope they can find it for me.. huhu... So fella... If u got information about Eclipse, please do inform me.... or u can buy that book for me... i'll pay u later.

FirSt Time in My Life....

There were many things happen in this world that started by the word 'First Time'. Just like the existance of this blog...Also first time for me la... hehe... yesterday is the the first time for me to go to the place called 'K Box'... yah! you can start laughing at me by the count of 3 2 1. Start!...Stop! Just read! Hmmm...where were we? ok, about last night.... last night a have spent RM10 for 11 song that i sang at a little box with the signage of '14'. My first impression about that place was "What a wierd place here"... then I step into that box and my friends... (Oh! Forgot to tell you. I was not alone. I came with Zati, Zira, Ayin and Ab...) they started choosing their fav song. i have no idea at that time, just look around and pup! "Azreen, here your mic" Azira said. Oh My Gosh! they want me to sing that song with the title of 'Button' by P.C.D.. huhu... with a little strangth that i got, i started opened up my mouth to follow the lyrics and the rytheme... wohoo... u know what... I found that i'm fail in singing! Malu babe! but I don care. i think i gonna addicted to that activity...wakakkaaaaa... so a warning to all the K Box in the world. 'Wait for me! I'll ganna chaos ur speakers' wahhaaaaa... this is the effect of an angel when she turn to a devil...of mic of course.. hheheeee...

HeRoeS that liEs in me....

There's a hero,
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are.

There's an answer,
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away.

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on.
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone.
Look inside you and be strong.
And you'll finally see the truth,
That a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold.

You can find love,
If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear.

And then a hero comes along.
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside.
And you know you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone.
Look inside you and be strong.
And you'll finally see the truth,
That a hero lies in you,

Lord knows,
Dreams are hard to follow.
But don't let anyone,
Tear them away.

Hold on,
There will be tomorrow.
In time,
You'll find the way.

And then a hero comes along.
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside.
And you know you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong.
And you'll finally see the truth,
That a hero lies in you.

'That a hero lies in you'. trust me my fellas... 'U will when u beleive'...
that the magic spell that i used in my life to motivate my self...

sometime people didn't realize that they got the superb, wonderful and unreachable ability... what i'm tryin to say is... NOTHING impossible my dear... the choice is in your hand. So take the difficullities as a pill. You have to consume it even it's taste a bit 'pahit' but it's make your life better...

PATienCe!

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love i lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
Then maybe all the pain will stop,
Just don't be close inside your arms tonight,
dont be to hard on my emotions

(Chorus)
Cause i, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

I really wanna start over again,
I know u wanna be my salvation,
The one that i can always depend,

I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,

Cause I need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

Yeah, have a little patience, Yeah

Cause this scar runs so deep,
Its been hard,
But i have to believe me,

Have a little patience, f
Have a little patience,

Cause i, i just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
just try, and have a little patience,

Have a little patience,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while i'm still healing
just try and have a little... Patience


I posted this lyric for u fellas...just think back and the moment that have left for you... it's not related to anybody.... neither u nor me...hehe...

VamPIre in my LiFe

Can U believe it! I don't care whether u wanna trust me or not.... I dying to meet 'HIM'...
curious????... hehe...

My sweetheart Edward Cullen....

BEcoz oF You!

Why do this feeling come to my life
It hurts so much
I can’t bear to take it anymore
It’s like a hell in my life
Where did this feeling come from

Why me
But what should I do to make this feeling go away
I loved them as I loved my self
Or should I give them some wealth
To make them forever be with me

What happen if my wealth came to an end?
Finally, I’ve got the answer

Because of you
You show me the way to be happy
You teach me how to be a good MUSLIMAH
You help me when I’m in the dark
You were always a good listener

When I have a problem
You were always in my heart
When I need somebody
With your love, I’m in peace
With your love, I can see the paradise
With your love, I can stand
In this puzzled world

BECAUSE OF YOU
ALLAH

My first poem in English that I made it within 1 hour... I made it at Kuala Pilah....
hope you guyz like it...Original ma! No plagiarism!

Waitressss...

Yesterday...the first time in my life... i've been called...'WAITRESS'!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my... even just a waitress for the debate event, but it still gave me a big 'experience'... sound chicky right!

I was assign to handle in VVIP are... O.M.G! i got a butterfly garden in my tummy..or whatever u wanna call it... serious shit! all my muscle and gland are shivering like hell!
luckyly i'm not farting at that time.... hehe...Disgusting! yarksz!!!!!!

thanks to the persons that had gave me an opportunity to felt this memory... TQ guyz!...

But...my happines was no longer.... my emosional was chiosed by some 'ORANG TUE' who's "X sedar diri". who did he think he was hah? i'm not acheap, desperate, easy girl...(yah! i'm still girl..at least for me) i'm not gonna be his 'sugarbaby' ok! Cet! what ashamed to talk about it here...

Well... i'm a big girl..not even in size, but also in the my thinking.... Chillax! nothing to be worried right? it just a peice of meat.

Life....

Life without liberty is like a body without spirit.

Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.

Life without a friend is like death without a witness.

So, enjoy your life! No matters how, no matter what, do it with your heart...

Welcome to my World...

Assalamualaikum...

Ops! Maybe i should started with Basmallah...

Bismillahhirrahmanirahim...

Today is my first time using blog...hehe..funny right. (you can laughing at me right now but you have to stop!)but it's ok. At least i'm learning something new today.. Thanks Mis..... ( i don't want to mention her name, wahahahhaaaa) i'll try to improve my self with this thing. So that, its a pleasure to let me know what i'm wrong.. is it ok? Always ok fellas!

So fellas... if you wanna add or comment something, just make your self comfortable to do that...